| nobody updates their xanga's anymore...
whoactually still uses these? let me know. |
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| i have finally made a decision, &it works out good for me, &for him. soo everyone's happy. well, i will be, idk bout him. but right now all that matters for me is that something in my life goes right, |
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| i could have everything in this world,
but i'd sacrifice it all for him
&i made up my mind. i'm in love this time
&it feels so real. |
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| note: this is for tomorrow (:
happy birthday steffy!!!!i love yoooou muchoss. and i desperately wish that i could be there to celebrate with you just like old times, but , yeah you know. wells. i hope you have a great day :) cause noone deserves it more than you. you've always been such an AWESOME friend to me, ever since we met in seventh grade.annd even more than that you've supported me through everything that i've done good or bad. andddd i know lately we haven't talked as much as usual, but, that's for obvious reasons. your broken computer, my flooded house, 5 hour time difference, so on &so forth. but you know. ii still feel like we're as close as we ever were, if not closer. it's not long now until instead of sitting here in my aunt's house, i will be there sitting in your house partying with you and drinking hard lemonade :X oops, but not too much. aahahha. i miss you and your crazy parents and all our crazy times togetherr. staying over at eachothers houses for 3 or 4 days straight, and getting so bored out of our retarded minds that we started talking to everything we saw, whether it was living or not, which in most cases it wasn't. hahha.annd then staying up until 3 in the morning screaming at the top of our lungs on the kareoke machine, with james coming down every five minutes to tell us "mom said to be quiet". hahaha. or all the crazzy times at your house. dancing in the basement at your last birthday party. orrr, takin ga kajillion pictures on the computer. which by the way, i wish i still had. but as far as pictures go, i do have some ;) to shock up a few memories. muahahaha. the gym bathroom? hahaha that was a great basketball game ;) tanning outside of pearlridge. we difinitely gotta do that again when i visit. except maybe, at the beachh..where its not so, well yeah, just at the beach pictures in your backseattt the fun days. frikin paparazzi. hahahahha :D i unfortunately dont have all my pics on this computer..cause, it's not my computer. hahahah a. and just for laughsss.. hahaha i just had to put that.you're lucky i can't find your JEANS picture! hahahahha. so it's pretty obvious that we've been through alot. good&bad. and im glad for every bit of it, cause just like you said, if we hadn't gone through it all we wouldn't be as good friends as we are today. and, there's one memory that i forgot to mention, that is one of te newer ones. sitting in ellie's hot tub all holding hands singing "as we go on, we remember, all the times we've had together, and as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be friends forever" and maybe that song was written just for us. because every word is true. love yooooooooou! have a wonderful birthday&party! <3 erinedo |
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